Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Y
; It juz you .
Back to post again after a long time, really don't know how am i suppose to start writing but there is something happen to me and the past few day but i don't wish to post it out so detail.
If you have come to my blog, i just wanna tell you that even today you say out the 5 letter word i also don't care how many time u have it to me i will never agree to _ _ _ _ _ with up. i just want to face all the problem together with you no matter what had happen to you. Even you are dead or what i will never give up on you, if today what you say to me is just because of your op and you scary that the op may fail and want to _ _ _ _ _ up with me, there is no way i will agree with you. If you really want to do it by this and make me happy you are all wrong by doing this you will only bring me back to the past which i have told you. I think you don't wish that will happen to me right unless you tell me personally that you want it happen to me again plus you also have to say you don't love me anymore.
actually, today i wanted to pass you something to make you feel not so scary but you don't want to take it. Since you don't want to take it then let me tell you what is inside the box, it is a bear that is full heart which i have fold it myself and you don't even appreciate it you know how much time did i take to finish folding the heart and my hand is so painful. Don you know how hurt am i when i say take it or leave it and you answer me leave it.
That all i going to post today, i don't wish that the guy i love alot more then any other guy become the guy that i hate then most.
This is the most i can say it to you for now onward. All the best for your op later. Take care.
bye bye.
can't carry on typing anymore my computer table are all wet and my eye look so red, my nose harding can breath a single fresh air.
